Life ahead.

Hello fellow friends (kiv and chubby wth haha), today is the last day of 2009.
Yeah what a year huh.

For me, this year is not exactly as bad as last year (family drama wtf), but I saw through alot of people this year.

You think you changed for the better, I hope so. Glad this year is coming to an end huh. I hope you know nobody's perfect, and you cant expect everyone to think like you do, cause this is life. Glad to have known you, I dont regret the good times we had, and the bad times we went through.

You were there for me whenever I needed you. I hope we get into the same school but you are too smart for me :S Although we have little time for each other, I will always lend you a listening ear okay? See you soon and take care and last long. You have no idea how much I cherish you as a friend though I dont really show it sometimes. Thanks alot <3

A group of friends together sure makes it merrier. We studied our life away together (and played our hearts out now). We dont really do quarrels caused we know each other so well. But recently, some small stuffs happened and I hope everyone just forgive and forget, dont waste our friendship for such things okay? And I love you guys I mean it. We would still hang out together for the next year and I'm sure of it. Doing crazy stuff only seem fun w you guys around. (: Btw, we should all go for cooking lesson.

Hi you claimed I'm demoted but I'm not, respect your elder. HAHA kidding. You made me smile alot this year (and all the past year). Stay happy and treat your pet with proper care and concern. I'm sure we will hang out together sometimes and I still think your future is very bright (of course with me as your zx).

And you are the weird friend I have with lots of character. You like to do crazy stuff and sometimes we go hoohaa over some things and people get irritated of us. But yeah, we had a great time didnt we? Hope you are taking care of yourself well enough and play hard, but work harder! :) xoxo.

Dont let bad things make you fall, let them make you stronger. You appear strong but deep in, you know you're not. Glad to have you as a friend these years and I know this year had been hard. Forgive and forget, and move on happily :) you are talented btw , haha.

Lastly, you suck. Tired when I call you and fell alseep always, but you know, its okay. I forgive you. Please be a good boy this year thank you and bring me more cards. Hope it will be good for us next year, like this year. <3

This year, I made new friends, I lost some. Some remained, some changed. But I dont do regrets.

To all my friends or whatever even if you dont treat me like one, let this year end happily and let go of your heavy heart. Scream 2010 with the happiest heart ever, and the year would eventually be great.

To my family, if I let you down this year I'm sorry. Thanks for understanding that I'm going through my rebellious age this year and I will slow down once I get older maybe a year or two? Two. You know I love you all though I'm a very bad girl. And brother, you should know you were worse. LOL. Thanks for my awesome pocket money I will earn money to feed all of you when I grow up. Thank you love you.

2207, forever in my heart. 4408, kept in my memories. & 6 Endurance, never be replaced.

Okay done with my speech. I'm not really good with speeches.

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My new year resolutions:

• Please let me grow taller.
• I need more money to support myself (a job in the zooooooo?)
• I want a guinea pig.
• Grow old but dont look old please.
• Be a better person. How, I dont know.
• Buy Taeyang's album.
• Pass all my exams, kinda impossible but I will still try.
• Put my head first then my heart (learnt the hard way)

Thats all, its pretty simple. I just want to rock 2010.

So thats it. Hope everyone enjoys their countdown party and <3 each other.
Life aint easy but we have to make the best out of it yeah.


XOXO. SUSU. I will be back next year. HAHA.

I know shit happens. But. Why does shit always happen to me.
I think I made you think the wrong way again I'm sorry. Maybe its how I talk.
Like a guy.

I think I should be more girl. (but i hate it). I am not really sensitive eh :S

So, today's work is the most tiring one out of all the days. Maybe its just the monday blues acting up. I kept counting the time to get off work I know I'm a bad employee, no wonder you people dont want to employ me. Nice choice, good job.
I need the ladder to get stocks while people just tiptoe & again, good choice sluts for not hiring me again cause I took the longest time ever to get down the ladder. (its scary)

Neeway, Kivbro is back and he sent us an sms! He bought stuffs for us wheeeeee. Now I can finally go down for supper (sin). I walked a dog yesterday. My cous brought it to my house, I was too excited I dont mind picking up its poo downstairs. And wiping its pee. Guess I'm just a poo person who likes cleaning up after animals and not humans. And cats are fucking scary I swear one cat looks like a tiger when it saw the dog. I prayed for our safety.

I can get off work soon yesyesyes! Maybe meeting teng or something. I want to go home and sleep too and play guitar and slack and eat. All except working.

Byebye, oh and Alvin and the Chipmunnks anyone? ;D


(I really think I'm talking to only Kiven and I HAHAHAH whatever!)

Merry belated Christmas!

Sup. This christmas had been a nice one, maybe one of the best.
Cous's wedding during christmas day was kinda nice, what a nice date to begin with haha. And the bride is fucking pretty. The food is godlike me like.

I realised my family's made up of jokers. Our table is the noisiest there (all my cous+my father) and i think some people were annoyed HAHAA. We played indian poker in the wedding cooolll uh.

Okay lots of pictures but next time? I dont feel like uploading them i know im a lazy asssssssssss.

I love my family. Bunch of clowns.


So today. Kinda boring, had family over for stuff ans now alone at home again (argh).
I want kivbro back!

I havent been seeing alot of people sorry. Once im off work i guess :S Oh and I ponned clint's dinner party :S

Haiyo. I dont know.

BYE, xoxo.

Blue Eyes.

Come, sorrow is so peculiar
It comes in a day, then it'll never leave you
You take a pill, wonder if it will fix you
They wonder why sorrow has never left you
I'm talkin' bout blue eyes, blue eyes
What's the matter, matter
Blue eyes, blue eyes
What's the matter matter
so blind, so blind
What's the matter, matter
Blue eyes, blue eyes
What's the matter with you?


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Waiting for something.
Out of guilt, or for nothing at all.

I just need to unwind,

Sup, 3rd day of work here. I only blog when im @ work huh.

The workers just finished their break so im allowed some free time, yayyyyyyy. Today is a good day prolly because i had more sleep andddd ntuc is giving out free towels = workers queue-ing there and i can slack more. :)

I always have stomacheache during their break idk why. Virussssssss.

Ytd Ghey asked me abt work. Told her im facing eclispe everyday HAHAHA. JUST A JOKE. NO TENSION.

GTG PACK AGAIN FUCK. BYE


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Oh I just finished packing alot of sandwiches. I'm so tired ):
But I can go home anytime soon yesyesyesyes fucking happy whoooo!!!!!!!!!

Alot of people going out today but I'm not. Sad la. Siansiansian.
And Kivbro should be at hongkong now. How nice I wish I was thereeeee. Well, grass is always greener on the other side I guess. Take care Neighhhh!

Me Ahbeh Qianni and _? are going swimming on Saturday, DAMNNNN I CANT WAIT TO BE IN THE WATER LA. I LOVE WATER.
I would want to learn diving, if I have the money. HAHA.

and my guitar skills is progressing slowly. At least I can change chords faster now :S Okay maybe not. I think my guitar sounds weird, not nice! ):
My guitar hero not bad though LOL.

I MISS MY FRIENDS.