Cause you will never know how much this hurts me even if i act like everything is okay.
Cause I dont let you know.
Cause you are happy, I'm not.
Cause I'm in pain.
Cause I'm a burden.
Cause I'm a mistake.
Cause I keep getting in the way.
Cause she is always better. She will always be better. I cant compare.

I wish I can just dissappear from your life. But I find it hard to walk out.
Cause I will keep going back even if it hurts.

I'm sorry to be a burden I am very sorry.
I hate myself.